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And the Clouds Break

“Be thou the rainbow in the storms of life. The evening beam that smiles the clouds away, and tints tomorrow with prophetic ray.” – Lord Byron

Every three months for the past two years, we drive to the Mayo Clinic to see if cancer has developed in my Dad’s esophagus. He was diagnosed almost three years ago with stomach cancer and Barrett’s Esophagus. Today, they took a biopsy and now we wait, like we’ve done before. There’s never a conclusion, just a continuation of wait, pray, hope and be grateful for good news every three months. The gift in this reality is that each day becomes a blessing, not to be squandered on the futile.

As we drove home tonight with thoughts racing through my mind, probably the same thoughts others had in the car, I glanced to the left and the sun burst through the dark clouds. And it occurred to me that this is really the essence of life. There are moments of sunshine and moments of clouds, but most days are a mix of both. We can choose to see the sunshine or we can choose to see the clouds. I choose the light.

“Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky.” - Rabindranath Tagore

“Clouds come floating into my life, no longer to carry rain or usher storm, but to add color to my sunset sky.” – Rabindranath Tagore

6 Comments Post a comment
  1. Well said. My thoughts are with you.
    “I discovered I always have choices and sometimes it’s only a choice of attitude.”
    -Unknown

    May 9, 2012
  2. Anonymous #

    As we were driving home last evening we saw the rainbow too. A sign?

    May 9, 2012
  3. Suz #

    As usual, well said, my dear. I’ll look forward to hearing a positive report when I see you tomorrow.

    May 9, 2012
  4. Jeanne DeMartino #

    So well said that there is light through all the “clouds” of each day.

    May 10, 2012
  5. blink357photography #

    Amen! I know that in life there are many storms ( I am in one right now my self). But who we chose to be our anchor is what will make the difference. I too choose light!

    May 24, 2012
  6. I loved this blog post. Really good writing. I really identified with it. I hope your dad continues to persevere in his fight. I’m glad you still have each other. Treasure every moment.

    November 24, 2012

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